Wrecked Paradise

I think I found something I needed for a long time. This may be the really wrong way to get where I want, this might be all a fucked up illusion but it feels so good. In this place, nothing matters. No sadness, no frowns, no insecurities, just love. Love in the eyes of every stranger I see, love in the touch of all my friends. The soundwaves of someone's voice putting me into peace. The boy who I needed yesterday just seems like a vague memory in my mind, the things he says, I know I'll always be fine no matter what he does. This brought me out into a world of my own, and here, nothing matters. This is where I start living, because once all is gone, is when you can really begin your life.