This Is Surreal..

This feeling makes me forget I ever knew of reality. Sitting on the subway and feeling as devoted as I did the night before, looking at my own reflection then past it into the darkness and feeling you somewhere out there in the world. Walking, breathing, hopefully smiling. Thoughts, so many thoughts through my head, too many so my head shuts down. So I just smile. Because even if there is hardly any clarity at this moment, I know how I feel about you. I am proud to call you a friend.