Day 3...

Holding up holding up holding up. I feel good standing in front of my mirror and smiling at myself this morning. Pulling on my clothes and feeling comfortable. I'm proud of myself, really, I usually never have this much self control when it comes to remembering why I need to say no and look the other way. But I did it today. I did it yesterday and I did it Friday. I hope I don't break tomorrow. How I felt ten minutes ago in my bathroom using the sink as a clutch was hell.. and I never want to feel that again. So I'm not stopping. 27 days to go. So little.. So close.. So tired.