Between a strawberry banana split and a cigarette, you are my moment of clarity.

And one day you'll find that support, one day it will be what you were looking for and you will have everything you deserve.
I can only hope now-
No no, you'll be happy.
You're a strong person, you've made yourself strong. You did this all by yourself.


And right now, in this moment I know the only thing between us is physical distance. Tonight, whether it be a mistake or not, I took my walls down. I've never wanted to just wrap my arms around someone so much. Thank you for truly being there, for understanding and most of all, thank you for existing.