this is pathetic

i give the fuck up
on everything
really
i give the fuck up
i guess ill focus on school
and fixing this fucking tattoo
but nothing else even matters anymore


here with taylor
thank god she's real
j outside the door i can hear him moving
do i open it?
no
he told me to go away
i dont know what to stand for anymore
i guess ill stand for the one thing i always stand for
my past

and whats up next door?
this isnt even real
this is just booze speaking