Reset

I'll be your wall, you are my destiny 
Be with me, and be yourself.
You are mine, you are collected.
I'll Be your dream, build a house for you,
Be with me, and be simple.
You are my ... modern one.
I'll Be your hero, and you my star,
Be with me, sing with soul.
You are my ... feminine.
All that was before me, reset
Life is a sea, we'll go diving.
Just you go ahead, trust me,
And we'll teleport straight to heaven.
You are the one who is beating in my chest ...
And I'm flying.
Here is such a dumb chorus of my love.
For you..
In addition to your curlers, there is the human world,
Be mine, welcome our guests in.
You are my ... unpredictable.
Ahead are many days, and together we are stronger.
Be mine, stop caring about everything.
You are mine... so unreal.
We have a parallel, and at the bottom of a lot of stones,
Be mine, among these seas.
You are my ... you're the one.
All that was before me, reset.
Life is a sea, we'll go diving.
Just you go ahead, trust me,
And we'll teleport straight to heaven.
You are the one of who is beating in my chest ...
And I'm flying.
Here is such a dumb chorus of my love.
For you.

The beginning of the year and I’m already ceasing to care. It’s been a good start but after this summer I just feel incapable of writing essays or paying attention to things with no sentimental meaning to me. Love has also been one great distraction. There have been these terrible thoughts of dropping out and working and just throwing my life away. I need to get my head back out of the gutter. What scares me the most, is once again I’m not sure where these feelings are coming from or how to deal with them. That’s the one thing about my life is all the timing is off. All the right things at all the wrong times. Then again maybe there is a reason and a place for everything.

Been getting higher, been feeling better. But never losing my head.